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One day, these will be on the small screen, I promise you all!

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Cameron P. Jordan
Artist | Student | Film & Animation
United States
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Hello People! My names is Cameron Parker Jordan the 1st last and only (working title)

I am a fan of many fandoms, Like DC, Marvel, Transformers, Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, Star Wars, Skyrim etc, etc...

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PSN Account: Deadpool2nd (Let's be friends!!)
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Anoher year, another reminder that I am single

If y'all excuse me...

(ignores my university work, sits down with a tub of ice cream amd wattches youtube.)
Also I'm bored, how about some Cards Against Humanity? :D
Hey what's this? Someone made a Discord server?

discord.gg/mfdBKnV

Oh looky I did make one.... So... would you like to come join? I'm still new to this...
Besides that moment right there, I looked back at Renemac and I notice I need to redesign him.

I am thinking of having a design which is reflecting what his Empire has and consists of which is a lot, including a mix Cyberpunk and Dungeonpunk.

I'm going to need ya'lls help, imput wise. If you have some Ideas, please don't hesitate to comment.
⚠️: Status Update may contain Rant.

You wanna know why I think I'm bothering people?

When they stayed silent after I wanted to talk to them... When they suddenly drop out of a party... Y'know, stuff like that...

Everyday I think to myself "I have problems" and I do believe I have these problems, I believe I am leaving red flags for people, giving them warnings to avoid me. I believe that I do come off as creepy, whiney, arrogant, egocentric, immature and I know for a fact that I say things that annoys them, angers them, hurts their feelings, creeps them out and such... 

I stare at the mirror and look at myself, thinking of what I could've done better.

I'm not trying to be a bad person, in fact I want to avoid being a bad person... It's very hard for me to read people's body language. It's hard for me to socialize the way people do everyday and also I always catch people at the wrong time always. I want people to call me out on that shit. I may say "No i don't" but they could be right. I could be those things, I get it.

I'm going to throw this out there, yes, I do hate myself, I hate my past self, I hate my flaws. I hate the different sides of me that pop up in certain events. I hate the parts of me that scares people away. I hate my anger, my disgust, my fear, my sadness. I hate my voice. I hate the fact that I'm shy and introverted. And the most important part, I hate the idea that the only thing stopping me is me...

Please don't reply to this like a "Yes-Man/Woman" or a "White-Knight" If there is anything that annoys Me and pisses  ME off, it's those who kiss up to others expecting something as a reward and those who hurts others "In the name of so-and-so"

What kind of artist am I? (Yeah jumping on this too.) 

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13 deviants said An 'Improving' Artist - Your talent is obvious, but it is not perfected. There are many things you can fix about your work, but that doesn't mean you aren't wonderful already.
31%
12 deviants said A 'Normal' Artist - You are a typical, everyday artist who wants to do their best and I have neutral feelings about you as a person.
8%
3 deviants said An 'Idol' Artist - You are an artist I look up to, get inspiration from, and sometimes I wish I had your talent.
8%
3 deviants said A 'Compassionate Caring' Artist - You are an artist who does what they can to help other people, even if it means putting down everything you're working on to help someone in need. Your art is great, but your heart is greater.
5%
2 deviants said A 'Whiner-brat' Artist - Your artwork is enjoyable but I strongly dislike and often am at odds with you as a person and your attitude.
5%
2 deviants said A 'Tunnel Vision' Artist - You draw a lot of the same subject matter and rarely divert from it, even when others suggest you should. As enjoyable as your work is your lack of ambition to variate subject matter is off putting whatever talent you may have.
5%
2 deviants said Not an artist.
3%
1 deviant said A 'People's' Artist - You do what everyone WANTS you to do. You tend to work more on things everyone else wants than what you want to. If the community doesn't like it, neither do you.
3%
1 deviant said A 'Stuck-up' Artist - You have tons of fans yet you have sub-par artwork. You gain tons of attention and you soak it all up but pretend you're humble about it. Although you can be nice, most of the time you're too 'busy' soaking up your popularity.
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No deviants said An 'Invisible' Artist - You're more of an enigma, choosing to upload art and stay off to the sidelines rather than participate too much with your watchers. You can tell you appreciate the attention you get but you're not too 'social'.

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Albek42 Featured By Owner 7 hours ago   Digital Artist
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ZANK you for the FAV! :+favlove: 
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TheScarletMercenary Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2017  Student Filmographer
Please reply here, I want to keep my comment section clean.

Please don't be afraid to talk to me :D (Big Grin)

Please don't thank me for Faves or Watches! You are very much welcome!

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